I guess I’m back, at least for a little while. I totally forgot about my blog and as I was thinking about stuff to do to procrastinate, it came between writing a blog post or crocheting a scarf. Blogging won just because I was already at my computer and my yarn was not in arms length distance. A lot has happen since my last post:
First, I’m a junior now. Time really flies. I still remember when I was a freshman. It feels like such a long time ago but at the same time, it feels like it was yesterday. Freshman year was the year of hating school. I was so lost, confused, and I had no friends close friends. It was the worst year and it’s the cause of all my problems. Junior year, so far, is great! I finally found my groove, I talk to so many people, and while school is stressful, I’m managing alright. But unfortunately, this school year is already half way through. Next year, I’ll be trying to get into college and keep up my grades. It’s going to be rough, but one step at a time.
Second, I’m finally sixteen! My birthday passed a while ago but it’s still exciting because now I can get my driver’s permit. But my parents aren’t going to let me so I’ll have to wait until I’m seventeen! Yay… note the sarcasm. It’s not really a big deal though, because all my friends are older than me, so they’ll be driving a lot sooner and I’ll hang out with them. (Probably not really going to happen). But you know in those movies where the main character turns 16, I feel like their characters are so much older than 16. I still feel like such a little kid sometimes.
Third, I broke up with my best friend. It was really tragic. I feel like I’m still processing what happen even though it’s been two weeks. I didn’t even have time to cry over it, because when I got home, my family swept me away onto a family road trip to Florida for the entire holiday break. Now I’m back at school, and we don’t even talk to or look at each other. I’m honestly fine, because I’m the one who wanted to end our friendship. But I’m worried about her. I hope she’s alright.
Other things that are the same include: being single, broke, and no job. Hopefully those’ll change with the new year. Happy day!